First Wednesday of Advent
Scripture Reading for Today:
Micah 5:1-5a
5 Mobilize! Marshal your troops! The enemy is laying siege to Jerusalem. They will strike Israel’s leader in the face with a rod. A Ruler from Bethlehem 2 But you, O Bethlehem Ephrathah, are only a small village among all the people of Judah. Yet a ruler of Israel, whose origins are in the distant past, will come from you on my behalf. 3 The people of Israel will be abandoned to their enemies until the woman in labor gives birth. Then at last his fellow countrymen will return from exile to their own land. 4 And he will stand to lead his flock with the Lord’s strength, in the majesty of the name of the Lord his God. Then his people will live there undisturbed, for he will be highly honored around the world. 5 And he will be the source of peace.
Psalm 79
A psalm of Asaph1 O God, pagan nations have conquered your land, your special possession. They have defiled your holy Temple and made Jerusalem a heap of ruins. 2 They have left the bodies of your servants as food for the birds of heaven. The flesh of your godly ones has become food for the wild animals. 3 Blood has flowed like water all around Jerusalem; no one is left to bury the dead. 4 We are mocked by our neighbors, an object of scorn and derision to those around us. 5 O Lord, how long will you be angry with us? Forever? How long will your jealousy burn like fire? 6 Pour out your wrath on the nations that refuse to acknowledge you— on kingdoms that do not call upon your name. 7 For they have devoured your people Israel,[a] making the land a desolate wilderness. 8 Do not hold us guilty for the sins of our ancestors! Let your compassion quickly meet our needs, for we are on the brink of despair. 9 Help us, O God of our salvation! Help us for the glory of your name. Save us and forgive our sins for the honor of your name. 10 Why should pagan nations be allowed to scoff, asking, “Where is their God?” Show us your vengeance against the nations, for they have spilled the blood of your servants. 11 Listen to the moaning of the prisoners. Demonstrate your great power by saving those condemned to die. 12 O Lord, pay back our neighbors seven times for the scorn they have hurled at you. 13 Then we your people, the sheep of your pasture, will thank you forever and ever, praising your greatness from generation to generation.
Luke 21:34-38
34 “Watch out! Don’t let your hearts be dulled by carousing and drunkenness, and by the worries of this life. Don’t let that day catch you unaware, 35 like a trap. For that day will come upon everyone living on the earth. 36 Keep alert at all times. And pray that you might be strong enough to escape these coming horrors and stand before the Son of Man.” 37 Every day Jesus went to the Temple to teach, and each evening he returned to spend the night on the Mount of Olives. 38 The crowds gathered at the Temple early each morning to hear him.
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How Burnout Prepared Me For This Year
A curious and inquisitive storyteller at heart, Devon Cornelius is a professional writer based in London, ON. He has spent the last decade bringing inspiration and his imaginative spirit to the non-profit sector. He is bringing hope to life at the intersection of ideas, storytelling and brand. Read more at devoncornelius.com.
Last year I burned out. Before the world hit a pandemic pause, my own world halted. Looking back, I can see now that disruption was a gift to me. But at the time I only felt exhausted.
My life was hectic for several years: stressful job, family deaths, marital struggles, health scare, the list goes on. I felt pulled in every direction and weighed down by others’ expectations. This is life, I thought, everyone’s doing this. So, I endured the endless obligations and ignored the warning signs from my body.
Until I crashed.
I just started a new job when I suddenly realized I had nothing left. Physically, mentally and spiritually done. I had forced myself to keep up, not realizing I was running a race that wasn’t mine to run. I chased a dream others created for me and it nearly broke me. Burnout taught me how to thrive.
Not that I’m thriving yet, but I’ve learned so much from it.
As I reflect on the past year, I realize many of you can relate. Life has been disrupted. 2020 is marked by turmoil, disappointment and uncertainty. We’re enduring a coronavirus pandemic, economic volatility, and cries for long-awaited racial justice. Though the U.S. presidential election results have given us reason for hope, it still feels unresolved. Need I say more?
We’re scared. Stressed. Tired. It’s like we’re running a marathon at a 1K pace.
If you haven’t experienced burnout yet, you’re likely seeing some warning signs. This year has been hard. And I’m sorry to say it, but we still have difficult days ahead of us. I wish the troubles would end soon just like I wished I could recover quickly from the exhaustion that burnout brings. But it’s a long, slow process that requires patience.
Making it worse, I struggled to hear God in that time. I wish I could say the opposite, but God wasn’t my priority at my lowest point. I was focused on survival, rest and rediscovering the joy in life’s simple things. The shame I felt for not desiring prayer and worship was nearly as heavy as burnout itself.
As I reflected on the verses above in preparation for this Advent season, I realize He was speaking all along.
The cries in Psalm 79 feel timely for us: “May your mercy come quickly to meet us, for we are in desperate need.” You’ve likely heard (or cried) something similar with all that’s gone on this year. Work, school, church—life has been disrupted. We’ve spent birthdays and holidays in lockdown, cancelled vacations and adjusted to ever-changing rules. You may wonder if God has forgotten us or if these are signs of the end times.
What I want to point out is that even though it starts in despair, the verse ends in hope that we’ll praise again. And I want to believe that.
We read in Luke 21: “Be careful, or your hearts will be weighed down with…the anxieties of life.” Thankfully, I’m not reflecting on the full chapter because the preceding lines are about the end of the world. Though that day will come, that’s not where we focus. Jesus set the example for us: faithfully do as you’ve been asked and take time to rest. Instead of worrying, be faithful in the simple things.
This verse has a deeper meaning for me on this side of burnout because that’s how I recovered. I simplified my life. I started saying no to the things and people that robbed me of time and energy. It was hard, but necessary. The pandemic gave me further permission to cancel commitments and simplify my life to its essentials: caring for my family, caring for myself and encouraging others.
I didn’t hear God speak those words to me in my low time; He silently placed them on my heart.
I wasn’t engaged with God in my usual ways and, admittedly, I wasn’t looking to Him. But still, He mercifully met in the places He invited me into long ago. Life’s disappointments aren’t expected or welcome, yet we can often find a gift in them. Sometimes, these disruptions—though bad—can bring about good.
That’s not to say it’s easy—because it’s not. These times have, however, made me aware of how differently I respond when I trust, rest and find simple ways to serve.
The passage from Micah offers a perfect vision for us in this time of many unknowns. Jesus and others returned to a destroyed and abandoned Israel to “stand and shepherd his flock.” “And they will live securely.” “And he will be our peace.” Even after disruption, there will be peace. We can confidently carry on because of His strength. Regardless of how life changes, we can live securely.
Though we don’t know how the next few months or years will unfold, we can choose faith and trust.
Recovering from this year—just like recovering from burnout—won’t be easy. It’s a long process that requires patience. My prayer for you is that you’ll find peace amid disruption and rediscover joy in simplicity.
I hope you find ways to rest and recharge like Jesus spending the night on the hill. Write in a journal, sit in silence, walk in nature, read, go to bed earlier. I hope you find simple ways to serve. Jesus was called to teach but maybe your call is to care for family and friends by sending an encouraging text, checking in, or giving them quality time.
However you’re feeling these days, I hope you believe that one day we’ll praise again.
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